January 1st, 2012. Day 1. It’s time to put last year’s pain behind me. Learning to be content with myself, trying to tell myself I’m good enough. More tattoos, more piercings. I thought about you a lot last night, but I guess you didn’t think about me. Need to stop caring so much, worry less, and choose logic over heart. I want to die this year, before I’m nineteen. Not prepared to be an adult. Need to take a nap. Will post here daily.

January 1st, 2012. Day 1.

It’s time to put last year’s pain behind me. Learning to be content with myself, trying to tell myself I’m good enough. More tattoos, more piercings. I thought about you a lot last night, but I guess you didn’t think about me. Need to stop caring so much, worry less, and choose logic over heart. I want to die this year, before I’m nineteen. Not prepared to be an adult. Need to take a nap. Will post here daily.